A Child's Realization
An innocent child's eyes
See the white powder on the table
She tries to believe his lies
But somehow she's not able... more »
A Little While
You’ve been gone too long
Now I see her and pretend
I act like we don’t belong
But I know that this isn’t our end ... more »
A Mon Magnifique ((To My Gorgeous One))
Baby, I mean it I do.
I just can't say these words aloud yet
I know that you want, no, need me to
But we have to remember that we've just met.... more »
When I said I do
I meant that you would be mine
I thought it meant the same for you
But again you crossed the line... more »
College Information floods my desk
My telephone rings constantly
Hundreds of people seem to be surrounding me
Classes one minute... more »
Send another message
Send another plea
Because life just isn't right
Without you here with me... more »
I still cry.
I still ache.
I still destroy myself.
I still want you to hold me.... more »
With dyed black hair,
She hid her heart,
Because her pain was too much to bare
It seemed as if she'd lost her other part.... more »
Feel My Pain- 11-25-04
Dressed in black surrounded by pink.
Hiding behind text books,... more »
Frustrated By The Bell
Back scratching, lip biting, heart pounding.
Just before the bells sounding
If we had started would we have stopped
Or waited until everyone was in fourth block?... more »
Give It Up
You say you love me but you don't know me
So how in the hell can that be?
You want someone to treat you right
And ease your fears at night... more »
I've spent too much time wanting you back,
I've forgotten what I live for.
Yet I'm still lost in the black,
And oddly the pain is more.... more »
Death and misery intertwine,
As I grow to hate the hour of nine.
Tears are so foriegn, yet they fall,
Each time God drops another ball.... more »
I Cant Do This
All i wanted was you to care
But that loging was too much to bare
I fought for you as long as I could
Alot longer than i should... more »
I Dare You
It has started again,
I am somehow caught between the truth and the lie.
I push away the lie and let you in,
And because I did now all I can do is cry.... more »
When you look at me it's a simple glance
When you joke it's only humorous
Whenever you touch me it lingers a little longer
When you smile, your eyes flirt... more »
It's Yours 11-25-04
Wake up and cry,
In the middle of the night.... more »
You're gone, right?
So this shouldn't be like this
But, it seems that every night
I seem to remember the lost bliss.... more »
Take care of her for me.
She loves you just like before,... more »
More Than This.
You need to understand this about me
I love who I am with and who I am
But there are some things you must see
For me to even give a damn.... more »
My Mother's Daughter
You say one thing and act on another,
Making assumptions you couldnt know.
I seem as you say, like my mother,
But there's far too much you dont know.... more »
One More Try
I am packing my things
And forcing away the tears
Trying not to think about the pain this brings
Realizing hidden in all of this are my greatest fears... more »
Patience For Love
Baby, I love you and I want you to know this
However, it is true, sometimes I cannot help but miss
I thought she and I were meant to be
Only, the feeling was only from me... more »
Hide your emotions
Swallow your bomb
Continue going through life's motions
And never experience that ultimate calm... more »
Simple Mistake- Not Grammacially Correct
Physical pain is actually felt
As I try my hardest not to cry... more »