Blood Stained Top
My blood stained top lies on the floor.
Coved in crimson red.
From the bursting seems of my skin.
The blood did pour.... more »
The cuts I inflict.
The cuts I make.... more »
Heard it many times.
Heard it said before.
'your living on borrowed Time'... more »
I see me sitting sadly in the corner... more »
Bring Me To My Knees
Depression and shit memories.
You can always bring to my knees.
You find my weakness.
And you bring me down.... more »
My life is nothing near grate.
Nothing near a bliss.
To you I'm happy.
And you think my life is grate.... more »
My silence is now broken.
I can speak the words.
I can Just begin to speak the words.
But painfull it still is.... more »
My Soul is broken.
My pain is never spoken.
It's all hidden behind my smile.
And written in my eyes.... more »
Bullys are mean.
If the must pick on someone... more »
As my inner pain does.... more »
I burnt myself again.
The pong of the rotten smell.... more »
Pain and helplessness.
Burns and simmers away.... more »
But I Miss You Gran
I miss you so much Gran.
You left me.
And I don't no why.
But i miss you Gran.... more »
Caged In Life Caged Like A.............
Caged in life
Locked up in misery... more »
Can Pain Ever Be Clear?
Can pain ever be clear?
Will it ever be as clear as the skies.
Nothing is ever cut and dry.
My life is falling down around me.... more »
Can'T You See Do You Even Care
Can't you see that this is killing me.
Do you even care.
I don't know what to think any more.
All I know is that this killing me.... more »
Casualty Of Abuse
I was a casualty of abuse.
I was a victim of rape.
I was hurt more than once.
God I hate you I hate you all.... more »
Lost was my childhood.
Taken from around me from bastards who hurt me.
They were happy playing their games.
Maybe becuase it gave them fame.... more »
As a child I would hide in my room.
I always had the gloom.
Going out to play would only bring doom.
But he even found me in my room.... more »
Colours Of Pain
Red deep and red angry red.
For her eyes only see the anger thats around her.... more »
Come And Sit With Me For A Whil And You'Ll See
come sit with me for a while.
And then you can see the real me.
But then you'll see my horrible world.
Come be a shadow on the wall.... more »
The silence in my heart has built a zombie of me.
The empteness has lert me an emotionless wreckage.
The confusion brings with it dread.
Making the fall even harder.... more »
Crying In The Rain
I like to walk in the rain.
For there I can cry.... more »
I have been cursed.
From the very early start.
Rape and abuse.
Hurt and pain.... more »
Takes away my inner pain.... more »