A Desperate City
Hello to you from the gray gloomy city,
Where crowds unconsciously worship despair,
Indulging in dangers of constant self-pity
With naive belief in the world's being fair.... more »
Accept My Demands
These months were a battle
Of love and my pride,
Pride chose to surrender,
But I didn't mind.... more »
I've turned to an actress regardless my will,
Life's poignant scenario brought me the skill.
Performing, I find the salvation
In changing my costumes and masks.... more »
The cradle of despair.
The ever-winter air.
Is anybody there,
Beneath this dreadful moon... more »
At Any Rate
Kill the cops,
Destroy the gooks,
Break the wall
Of vice-shaped looks,... more »
Blow Job Queen
She wore silver-golden rings,
She drove the newest Ferrari,
She was so incredibly scary
That stuff from the labeled glam bliss... more »
You just say you will always be there
When I need you right here with me;
I am trapped in the wave of despair,
Dreams escape to the boundless sea.... more »
The smell of Kent
Failed to bring me to life,
I felt almost nothing, kept silent like dead.
The poisoned blade... more »
I'm looking around and searching you there,
The bright prospect lights only frown as I stare,
My heart's getting lost in the shatters.
I know you'll pick them all up when you come,... more »
Changes Part Two (November)
I'm looking around - a year has passed,
The moment I seized is forever to last,
The secrets of cherished November
Still live in the imprints of soft fingertips... more »
Charm And Poison
For every wrong step that you take
I pierce your heart thrice on a bender.
However, my fury is fake.
You bleed your remorse - I surrender.... more »
Crimson And Black
I'd sell my heart in paperback,
In verses for perverts to read.
The crimson lines look good on black,
Just like the world behind my lids.... more »
Dive into your own damned lake,
Take the turn - I'm going straight.
Your intended failed mistake
Has defined your only fate.... more »
Digits Of Love
I'd send you a dream in another e-mail
And open my heart to attach,
But it would be hard to explore and unveil,
Since digits and feelings don't match.... more »
The pleasure to speak is my lost privilege,
And now insanity dwells on a page,
However, it's changing the color in days,
Revealing the truth my white pencil portrays.... more »
She drank a bit
From an empty glass of wine,
Finally... more »
Taste remorse bleeding from my lips,
Feel the pain of my dreams unleashed.
Shooting stars struggle to eclipse
One last flash of a perfect wish.... more »
I'm breathing the smoke of fruit cigarettes,
One's already burnt; I am craving for more.
I'm lighting the last one with no regrets -
If you were beside me, it well could be four.... more »
Every Single Evening's Plot
I closed the door of my dirty old flat,
I went outside for a short evening stroll.
I bought some cheap hooch and a condom instead.
I'd only arrived when I heard a phone call.... more »
Fate And Fortune
This northern city with headlights-eyes
Has buried me in its cold and gloom;
You'll see this place in a dreadful guise
And once sweet home will seem a tomb... more »
I say: 'Good morning everyone',
Turn on the light. The morning sun
Will never choose to greet this place
Of greed-trapped minds and sheer disgrace.... more »
I used to compare myself with a fire,
So sudden, so restless, so hard to predict -
A definite danger from miles to admire,
The gamut of colors one couldn't depict.... more »
From The Heart
I'm here in the corner, devoured by cold,
My little ribbed shell hides a desperate sigh,
It holds an enigma for you to unfold
Until I'm asleep to your breath's lullaby.... more »
Get Over It
I hate you, guys, I wish you pain.
It never causes any strain.
I can't care less for all this sh-
You say to me. Get over it.... more »
Gifting A Dream
You're driving across the mysterious lands,
You're making your way to the sea and the shore.
Let go of the wheel and stretch out your hands -
Your secret desires will call you for more.... more »