the winters thin white coat
that lies on th ground
of all the places for me to drown
Lying here under the ice.... more »
Goodbye! ! ! (Note To The Family) Is It Worth It? Not Suicidal! ! ! !
To everyone i care about,
to all the people that know me and to all the people that care.... more »
In This World
im stuck i this world
thats full of lies
im stuck in this world with all the hate
wherever you go... more »
living in a world that dont breathe
trying to leave
need need to find a way out
looking all around... more »
Living A Lie
i've grown up in a house of lies
why you may ask?
how should i know
all i was taught was lie, lie, lie... more »
i've lived my life
to it's fullest extent
i've made it through
the one thing i just couldn't do... more »
Is there such a thing as love?
Or is there a different meaning?
Is it really a true passion or is it just a saying?
Why do they define love, as a deep, tender feeling for someone?... more »
Love Like A Ghost
Visions of you become so blurry,
As your presence becomes more soothing
I can feel it on my shadow
And my shadow follows me.... more »
Mom & Dad
where were you when i was two?
where were you when i needed you?
you weren't there
because you didn't care,... more »
If you were there,
When I saw her die,
you would know the pain i saw in her eyes.
You would never believe her last words or laughter.... more »
as i sit here and look at all the scars on my wrists
i watch the new ones bleeding out
the pain from it is no longer there
im used to seeing the blood pouring out of the open wounds... more »
Nothing left to say, nothing to lose
Don't say what you can't undo
Empty memories still wanting to be filled... more »
Pain, Hate And Death
living in my world of pain and hate
it doesn't make sense anymore
seeing you lying there
dying right in front of my eyes... more »
the day you appeared i lost my heart
to you, to love
And from that day i cannot part
From you, from love... more »
Rest In Peace-Adoni Gray
I made a mistake,
so what don't we all?
mine was losing you,
losing you to death,... more »
The Innocent Girl.
living, loving, hating, fighting, betraying, back stabbing
is all they know
no matter how much i'm hurting
they're still hitting and kicking... more »
This Is Not A Suicide Note!
as i sit here and wonder
is this what my life is supposed to be?
why am i living?
look at me.... more »
This Means Goodbye.Finally
ready for digestion...
introspection...... more »
I try so hard to give you what you need
But it isn't easy when your me
When you've been hurt so many times, and put through hell,
and you just wana die,... more »