Just For You
Rremind me why I'm here.
Remind me of what he said.
Remind me of things
I dont want to be reminded of.... more »
Last Night, I Broke.
For the first time
In a long sad while,
I dreampt of cutting again... more »
Let My Body Rive
i cant believe i let it happen again,
consumed by all i thought was good.
darkness enveloped my greatest desires
im all alone in this padded cell crying... more »
We all need something to believe in,
because i'm looking around and all i can see
is dysfunctional families, broken hearts, and lost dreams
we've forgotten the meaning of truely believing... more »
It follows me... more »
Ultimately i have ralized that i no more possess:
The 'self' That once was mine,
In all its guises and disguises,
Yes, I have lost the 'self' Which I was full of... more »
This is my downfall
All eyes on me
And i'm giving up
face down in the dirt... more »
My Real Face
talk about it thats all they say
it will make you feel better,
so i write it down in a form of a poem
trying to make the pain disappear.... more »
A picture tells a thousand words
And by the look on your face
I can tell you are sickened by the thought
But you smile just in case.... more »
While they're watching
When they turn away... more »
Rehersing the past
As dreams begin to fade
Then i ask myself
When the world falls away... more »
Break the heart
Shatter the glass
Here i am
Walking through the past... more »
Save The Day
The world has fallen to grey
And theres noone around to save the day
As we all tumble and fall
We watch the world through it all... more »
A silver moon
Tearing it's way through a room
Shinning hopelessly upon her face
Starring emptily into the night... more »
Shattered Glass Heart
I sew back together my shattered heart
Or tape up the pieces to be whole again,
With you again.
Forgive and forgett my mistakes... more »
All i want to do is cry
Lay down my arms and die.
Sometimes... more »
With a few simple words my heart is torn.
From my pain, only sorrow is born.
Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see.
Dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me...... more »
Take Me, And Break Me.
Trying to let go of the past,
Is so much more difficult
Than holding onto a grudge.
Trying to forget his name,... more »
Standing in the darkness
Eyes glowing intensly
Slowly lifting each paw
Careful not to make a sound... more »
The Razors Edge
She sits and rocks and holds her wrists,
She wonders how it came to this.
She thinks about the pain and hurt,
And how nothing ever seemed to work.... more »
The Real World
Here we are again
Back to the thoughts that swore to never end.
Befriended by misery and becoming deaths best friend.... more »
The Rose ((Hopefully Soon To Be A Novel) Still Working On It)
“NO! Charles, you mustn‘t! ” she pleads, running down the hallway towards her husband, as he stands on the edge of oblivion.... more »
This Could Be Me
He is everything a woman could ever want
He is everything that she should ever need
But deep within is a turmoil
And she feels her heart slowly bleed... more »
Together In Death
Let’s leave this place behind tonight,
Pop some pills and chase it down with some rum.
Slit our arms open and we'll bleed for the last time.
Hold me close as we begin to fade,... more »
I was doing just fine
Before you came into my life
I finally began to understand
Started putting the pieces of my life together... more »