2 Poker Faces. They'Re Not Mine
sometimes it feels better to rip up your books
and sometimes its worth it to endure those dirty looks
and sometimes i understand why you think i always cheat
but sometimes isn't always and i cant always think... more »
3am/Last First Love
its 3 am. but i am not sleeping
i've come down here to think about us.
the stars above me have gathered together
and the words are spelled out of love... more »
A Big Feeling Not There
have you ever wanted so much you couldnt sleep?
well hey then, guess what? you're probably doomed for eternity.
because if you're like me, and you just want whats best
you'll do anything to try and stop the pain from infecting the rest.... more »
A Boston Life
when i think about these last few months
i have to stop and breathe.
because all i do is cry now
cry for everything.... more »
A Close Call
Maybe this life will take a turn
and the hope that falls from your face will rise again.
maybe the feeling of oppresive hurt
will continue to hide in the end.... more »
A Crossroads Of Tearing Apart
Can I tell you whats been going on with me?
you have to promise me something though
If i tell you about all my misery
you have to let me go... more »
A Dads Story
he yelled at her
she screamed right back
he said she'd have to grow up
she said just be my dad... more »
my mom and dad, they don't really understand me.
i like to be alone, but thats not how they raised me.
i listen to my music
i've always loved the hard rock.... more »
A Fall That You Can Probably Hear
can you hear us falling?
i'm falling faster.
its hard to remember
what we've been chasing after.... more »
these last few months have taught me
things i never thought they could.
like how to believe in myself
when no one else ever would.... more »
A Grave Dying Goodbye Thing Poem
today i walked by your grave
i cleaned it up but nothing changed.
you're still there, buried in the ground
and i'm still here, just wandering around.... more »
My heart is failing quickly
i can feel the strain take control
this movement that we're starting
is messing with my soul... more »
A Mind Of Their Own
i try not to feel sorry for myself when i trip over my problems.
i try not to blink when they tell me to stand still.
even though i'm my own person, i need their words.
even though i can think my own thoughts i still rely on theirs.... more »
if i need help, i look to the sky
the stars make up your face
i know your looking down on me
don't worry i'm still the same... more »
A Night Of Feeling This Way
i couldn't help but to see you.
i couldn't help but to hear
your take on the world around you
your take on not being there.... more »
I'm not happy.
So I'm gonna leave before things end badly.
You can try and try for days, but today is the day...and i'm leaving tonight!... more »
she was a daddy's girl
they had that bond
but she was so young
when it all went wrong... more »
A World Going Crazy
whats wrong with the world today?
so many things in dissaray
everything is not okay
and i just wanna know... more »
maybe i don't want to write
maybe i don't want to say
all that i've been thinking lately
its too bad to hear today... more »
sally felt her daddy
sneak into her bed
she saw his dirty shadow
his finger touched her head.... more »
I float away to a different place
I can't forget all the pain
a whole different life
far from paradise... more »
Afraid, I Am Not
i feel chained, chained down
can't find my way around
can't stop or give it up
just let me out... more »
its so easy to forget,
i forgave you, you forgot me.
ha.... more »
Alice In Wonderland
I'm confused in my own wonderland
Alice has nothing on me.
The falling down the dark endless tunnel?
You get used to it.... more »
All Dogs Go To Heaven
i watched them find his vein
i couldn't face the change
the medicine in that shot
all was lost when he fought... more »