My Heart And Head
my abused heart is telling my head
that i should really not fall in too deep
and when im showing signs of a smile
it keeps the smile away from me.... more »
she touched her belly and she never looked back
all she depended on were the clothes that she packed
no one could tell if she was scared or not
nobody knew what they thought.... more »
Never So Sure.
i've been here for a long time.
and i know how you work.
and i know that in your mind,
you think you are my world.... more »
i'm hurting you.
and i like it.
i feel for you.
but i won't stop it.... more »
well its night time here.
i guess you know.
but it amazes me
when it begins to show.... more »
No One Here Gets Out Alive
No time to be so serious,
No time to die with love.
No time to walk so slowly,
No time to just give up.... more »
No One Is Promised Tomorrow
No one is promised tomorrow,
No one is promised today.
No one will be able to breathe, if life keeps going on this way.
So we need to live for the outcome of beauty; because beauty is only skin deep... more »
being here is drowning me.
the sun fades my heart.
it's tough to see the light in me
when my world is growing dark.... more »
Not Being Able To Cope
remind me again of why i don't want to be here
remind me again of your love
it seems like i have everything
but what i'm dreaming of.... more »
Not Real To Me
do you see me?
do you hear me?
do you know how hard i fight?
please believe me... more »
Not There. Not Anywhere. Stay.
i found myself today.
i found myself but ran away.
still something pulled me back
a strength that i forgot i had.... more »
Oh Please Flash Blue. No? God. Okay. I'Ll Wait.
i can't explain the wrenching
i can't explain the pain.
i can't formulate any words
to keep pushing you away.... more »
On My Own
please don't say that you know me
or have the power to control me
please remember that i'll always fight back
i'm my own person too... more »
One Big Scream
... more »
tear my heart in 2.... more »
in case you were wondering you're a little bit frustrating
im just trying to take it slow.
cuz if we were both here
then i couldn't be there... more »
Over Obsessive Over Analyzing Signal Sign
and oh my god.
i think im falling
and hold me close
i dont feel like calling... more »
she likes fighting when she's mad,
hurting when she's angry.
she likes saying how she feels
and loving when she's happy.... more »
Party people, party faces
forget the pain within
swirling drinks, laughing people
the room begins to spin... more »
Pill Bottle Label
she hung up the phone for the last time
she was done playing this game
her heart was on the edge
since it took over yesterday.... more »
write what you feel they said, draw what you see.
how do i draw the life thats crashing in front of me?
when i don't have the paper, when i don't have the words,
how can i make sure they understand their baby girl?... more »
im aching for attention
im searching for some love
im really getting older
you make my heart light up... more »
how can i tell you i love you
while i'm screaming for you to let go?
why don't you hear the terror
just waiting to quickly unfold?... more »
Pimples, growth, and weight,
emotions, pitch, the rules change.
suddenly emotional and not understanding why,
suddenly indestructible, and getting into fights.... more »
Read This If You'Re My Dad
im only just realizing that is just a joke.
you laugh with me about it
you've anchored this swaying boat.
and you'd be better if i'd live without it... more »