kayla mcmillin Biography

i am, who i am.
yes i am only 16.
but i have been through
most of what adults go through.
not bills, or rent, or keeping a house
over someones head
let alone mine.
but emotionaly,
that i can say i have.
im very mature for my age.
whether you choose to believe it or not.
i dont really care what you think about me,
because if you dont like who i am,
and you maybe try and change me,
then you really dont matter to me.
im not going to try and change who you are,
because then you would become a fake.
i can help you change to be better,
but not who you are as a person.
i have fucked up.
but you know,
not everyone is perfect.
or can be.
because if we were,
the world wouldnt go 'round.
i do not regret
the things i have made,
or have helped someone else
do bad.
1- i would not be the person i am today.
2- i wouldnt be able to see see and learn the lesson that carries behind it.
3-everything i did at that point, was exactly what i wanted.

so even if i may not want
what i did then, now,
i can learn how to better myself,
or life.
which by the way i am working on.
and trying very hard to fix.

i have hurt,
and crushed
not only myself,
but the people that i love
and care about around me.
but again,
i have learned from my mistakes,
and i still am.
along with excepting my internal problems
that i may not know how now,
but learn how to fix or work with
in my future.

ive learned that,
Life is too short.
are a waste of perfect
laugh when you can,
apologize when you need.
Let go of what you cant change,
Love Deeply,
Forgive quickly.
Take chances,
Give everything.
Have no regretes.
Life is too short to be unhappy.
You have to take the good with the bad.
and have war to see peace.
Smile when your sad
and laugh when you wanna cry.
Love what you got,
and always remember what you had.
Always forgive but never forget,
Learn from your mistakes!
People change,
and things go wrong
but never forget,

Kiss the the rain drops
in the sky,
and follow the dragon.
for you will find what happens,
when acid falls from the sky...