i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :)

okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is.
~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~
i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~

Name: Lauren Michelle Phillips
Birthday: March 16th,1990
Birthplace: Raleigh, NC
Current Location: Apex, NC
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'9''
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: I'M WELSH DAMNIT! and proud of it :)
The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
Your Weakness: bein ticklish
Your Fears: complete darkness and bein alone
Your Perfect Pizza: cold pizza 4 breakfast
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not wasting my time
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'
Thoughts First Waking Up: 'where's my hunni? ! ? '
Your Best Physical Feature: sadly, my tits.
Your Bedtime: Z?
Your Most Missed Memory: DAMNIT, i can't remimber.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi!
MacDonalds or Burger King: fuck that...wendy's
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton plz
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both...and expresso.
Do you Smoke: *cough*cough* no.....never....
Do you Swear: what the fuck r u fucking talking about? ! ? of course not.
Do you Sing: in the shower.
Do you Shower Daily: yes i do..every morning
Have you Been in Love: yes, and still am :)
Do you want to go to College: yes i do
Do you want to get Married: not quite yet.
Do you belive in yourself: occasionally
Do you get Motion Sickness: yeah and it sucks
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: if i'm havin an OCD day...
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah just minus the lightining
Do you play an Instrument: piano and i'm okay at the gutiar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course i haven't :)
In the past month have you Smoked: possibly
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ...i...don't think so...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes with sean :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: um..no...i had 2! ! does that count?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: in my head...
In the past month have you been Dumped: no cuz my hunni loves me! !
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO! ! ! .....*yes*.....
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no cuz imma good girl...*cough*cough*
Ever been Drunk: yup ypu puy....lol
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: .....sorta...
Ever Shoplifted: it depends...do u work for the government? if u do, then of course not! !
How do you want to Die: having.......fun. haha
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: the U.K.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: bluish-gray or brown or green...nvm...ALL!
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or black
Short or Long Hair: dont care
Height: dont care
Weight: not HUGE but not teeny teeny tiny lol
Best Clothing Style: no style
Number of Drugs I have taken: one...two...three...uh...get back 2 me on that...
Number of CDs I own: thirty three
Number of Piercings: was 6...now 2
Number of Tattoos: no real 1's...3 wanna be tattoos
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ....too many to count on my fingers and toes....



Lauren Phillips Poems

Beautiful Death

frost bitten rain drop
watched by crystal eyes
spinning in whirl-winds
dancing across still skies... more »

The Irony Of Despair

the silence breaks the noise;
dark and fearful
as shadows consume the light
and the sun that shown with radiance;... more »

Drunken Of Fatigue

as crystal eyes sway
they long for a dream
for a weary mind
is not quite sane enough for consiousness... more »

Lauren Phillips Quotes

Comments about Lauren Phillips

Bekie Carroll 11 Sep 2005 11:34
i love you lauren! ! ! ! ! ! !