I Wish It Would Change

I wish it would change.

The urge to cut my self.

I wish it would change.

This pain that is felt.

I wish it would change.

So i write it all down.

I wish it would change.

Wearing my blank lifeless frown.

I wish it would change.

Crying everyday.

I wish it would change.

Not having any thing to say.

I wish it would change.

So I don't have to write poems.

I wish it would change.

And wish everbody knew them.

I wish it would change.

I'm just trying to fight it.

I wish it would change.

Everyday trying to hide it.

I wish it would change.

My sorrow, My pain.

I wish it would change.

It's getting worst everday.

by Tiara Neal

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Comments (3)

Hello Sally your words are so heartfelt, and your flow is exceptional, , I found this poem posted on another site with my name as the title, , I am sure there is some mistake or at least it was not me, , But I was intrigued by the words that you placed so delicately with wonderful rhyming, I will be looking forward to reading more of your work, , , wow what a way to meet another poet, , , blessings..Cecil
Hi Sally. i understand the 'inner' turmoil, however, the self-sacrifice I don't agree with! to love is painful and no one should make your decision on HOW that love is felt! I like Merry Christmas a lot...
The meter and rhyme is quite good and enjoyable until the very end. I didn't like that it was a suicide note. But I commend you on using rhyme and careful meter. Some 'poets' are of the opinion that poetry neither needs rhyme nor any particular meter to be considered poetry. I am not one of those.