(1953 - / North Carolina / United States)

A Color of the Sky

Windy today and I feel less than brilliant,
driving over the hills from work.
There are the dark parts on the road
when you pass through clumps of wood
and the bright spots where you have a view of the ocean,
but that doesn't make the road an allegory.

I should call Marie and apologize
for being so boring at dinner last night,
but can I really promise not to be that way again?
And anyway, I'd rather watch the trees, tossing
in what certainly looks like sexual arousal.

Otherwise it's spring, and everything looks frail;
the sky is baby blue, and the just-unfurling leaves
are full of infant chlorophyll,
the very tint of inexperience.

Last summer's song is making a comeback on the radio,
and on the highway overpass,
the only metaphysical vandal in America has written
in big black spraypaint letters,

which makes us wonder if Time loves Memory back.

Last night I dreamed of X again.
She's like a stain on my subconscious sheets.
Years ago she penetrated me
but though I scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed,
I never got her out,
but now I'm glad.

What I thought was an end turned out to be a middle.
What I thought was a brick wall turned out to be a tunnel.
What I thought was an injustice
turned out to be a color of the sky.

Outside the youth center, between the liquor store
and the police station,
a little dogwood tree is losing its mind;

overflowing with blossomfoam,
like a sudsy mug of beer;
like a bride ripping off her clothes,

dropping snow white petals to the ground in clouds,

so Nature's wastefulness seems quietly obscene.
It's been doing that all week:
making beauty,
and throwing it away,
and making more.

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in the words of Pushkin: TO THE POET Poet! Set not too much store by the people's love. The noise of accolades will not for long be heard, You'll face the idiot's court, you'll hear the cold crowd laugh, Yet you must remain firm, sullen, and unperturbed. You're a king: live alone. Follow freely the roads Along which your free mind impels your seeking feet, Perfect the precious fruits of your beloved thoughts, Demanding no rewards for that most noble feat. They lie within you. You are your own supreme court, The sternest judge of all of the worth of your work. Exacting artist, satisfied with your output? You are? Then scorn the crowd that sullies your good name, And spits upon the altar wherein burns your flame, And shakes in childish impishness your tripod. http: //thebatterseareview.com/poems/145-alexander-pushkin-and-osip-mandelshtam
I love this poem. I saved it to my notes and keep it open on my desktop and read it all the time.