I'm sad, angry, and I am alone
by Noha Hussein
for I'm a stranger in my home
I jump, I talk and I say cheers
I smile, I laugh, I hide my tears
I weep, I cry, yet deep inside
In their eyes, I'm a pretty bride
I have the grief right by myside
but they don't see it being there
It's only me with Whom I share
all the bitterness in the space
in every spot, in every place
if you Lord want me alive
please give me strength to survive
I scream so loud yet no one hears
until when I'll hide my fears
why you agony is all I see
I'm so lonely, no one with me
Is this my fate, my destiny?
I remember the flower I used to see
so bright, so pretty, and so was me
but now it's gone, and so am I
they say it's true, we shall all die
but must it die in the black sea?
or bury itself inside of me?
is this my fate, my destiny?
I wish I was nothing of my own
I wish I was a brick or a stone
I wish I never played the game
for in the end it is all the same
if this is life, I fear no death
and in my grave..I'll await no wreath