GG (9/15/90 / Chicago)

And Another

i wonder what it's like i do i do i wonder what it's like to not have to wonder anymore to never guess again, to always be sure when the fat sun descends from the heavens to another man's hell that wherever you go you'll always have a home

i wonder what it's like to walk out your door and not wait to hear it shut as your heart tears apart cause you know it may not open again not for you it may not open again for ever

and i wonder what it's like to not need that open door what's it's like to walk out into the world and know in your heart of hearts even on your darkest of days when even edison's light fades and no vintage whale oil lit lamp will do that no matter where you go home is where your heart is i wonder what it's like to feel home thumping away in your chest and i wonder what it's like to know that it will remain there forever

but more than anything i wonder what it's like not to wonder
i wonder what it's like to just feel
to just live
in awe of the world, in awe of yourself
wondering at anything
and nothing at all

by Garrity Guenther

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