Angels Belong To The Skies
I am not an angel and I never claimed to be one
by Ayesha Sartawi
I look for shelter in the rain and I burn in the sun
It is not a hard equation, it is time for you to decide
Love or leave me but I am tired from the times I have tried
I am a human with proud mistakes, not the angel you want me to be.
I am who and what I am, not the angel you're looking for in me.
Say the words you want to say, say them now don't wait a while
I tell myself I love you not, but I know I am living in denial
I can see in your eyes ambiguity and I know the longing look in mine
my heart is losing its pace and its beats are rushing helplessly through time
I am not an angel, for when I try to fly; my wings fall to the ground
and the gravity pulls down my tears and I have fears from screaming sounds
Every time I try to change for you I lose a piece of my soul,
every time you leave me behind I lose myself as a whole.