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I am not human being but a devil
live example on earth livign still
you may find no where even after frantic search
I think life will never go to dead end or reach

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whatever i got is certainly mine
future collection may also be mine
i know truth can lead you no where
untruth can get you anything to dare

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why to argue for others?
who may aske me and where?
let me enjoy entire life span
spend it lavishly and execute the plan

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what to rememebr and what to forget
if it was little i would have allowed it to let
i have sparee no one including family memebers
deprived of their rights and pushed in chambers

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let me not explain more as you may hate
curse the name and prefer to boycot
it would have been better if i was little human
confined within walls to remain unknown

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Of course I regret but little
speak of it but can't settle
let God give me such a heavy punishment
so others may take lesson and surely resent

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what can I speak of or about heaven?
where as I have spent entire life in hell even
now I have lost the temptation to live
i shall not care and think to relive

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I could prove more if wanted to
could become noble if tried to prove
There is one golden saying' Nothing moves without his wish'
rest all are of no use but we are forced to speak and finish

by Hasmukh Amathalal

Comments (5)

I thought that this was really well written. It's portrayal is thought provoking, without being graphic. A difficult subject well written. I know so many who would see themselves in the verses of this. Sad but true. Steve
A childhood dilemma very well written.
Wow this poem seemed to put all my small child thoughts into words.. when i was a toddler and small child some nights i would do this. Yours James
Solitude i carry on my side... Cheers again Frederick, Sad sad story but fantastic poetry.
i have lived the poem.good job