Poem By Audrey O'shea
These evil thoughts thread in and out,
I know i won't get over you,
At you i blindly shout,
Because your like my 1st love and now i dont know what to do.
I sit here and think,
Your in the married life now,
My eyes roll to blink, for you i get on one knee and bow.
Why am i so damn crazy about you?
I can't ever get you outta my head,
I push the knife on thru,
As I feel nothing because you left me inside so dead.
I won't ever forget,
I know you had feelings for me,
You couldnt explain the way we acted to each other we'd admit,
I loved you looking into my eyes, opening my soul trying to see.
But now its over and these tears won't stop,
I loved you so damn much,
I still love you tho these hated tears still drop,
I hear you whisper as its me you still tend to touch.
I try not to but the thoughts make me cut,
I just look up at the ceiling,
In my face the door slammed shut,
As NOONE knows what i am feeling.
It hurts so bad,
Because i THOUGHT you had cared,
all we had,
Every time our eyes would stare.
Now your done for,
You've fucked up your life,
I heard what your doing and its making me sore, like once before,
You won't see me no more, as i turn slowly but surely into the blade
of a knife.