Poem By Audrey O'shea

These evil thoughts thread in and out,
I know i won't get over you,

At you i blindly shout,
Because your like my 1st love and now i dont know what to do.

I sit here and think,
Your in the married life now,

My eyes roll to blink, for you i get on one knee and bow.
Why am i so damn crazy about you?

I can't ever get you outta my head,
I push the knife on thru,

As I feel nothing because you left me inside so dead.
I won't ever forget,

I know you had feelings for me,

You couldnt explain the way we acted to each other we'd admit,
I loved you looking into my eyes, opening my soul trying to see.

But now its over and these tears won't stop,
I loved you so damn much,

I still love you tho these hated tears still drop,
I hear you whisper as its me you still tend to touch.

I try not to but the thoughts make me cut,
I just look up at the ceiling,

In my face the door slammed shut,
As NOONE knows what i am feeling.

It hurts so bad,
Because i THOUGHT you had cared,

all we had,
Every time our eyes would stare.

Now your done for,
You've fucked up your life,

I heard what your doing and its making me sore, like once before,
You won't see me no more, as i turn slowly but surely into the blade

of a knife.

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