Dead

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You dont need to bother;
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You dont need to bother;
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish Id died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With its memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries

And you dont need to bother;
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I wont let go til it bleeds

You dont need to bother;
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
Ill never live down my deceit

by Jaylie Kim

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