JE (08.05.1990 / )

Deep Regrets

I've lost all belief
I had in myself
The person I see in the mirror
is somebody else

I don't know these eyes
there was a sparkle in mine
and I don't know this mouth
that fakes a smile all the time

I look at my hands
and see them covered with blood
Did I really hit somebody?
Oh boy, I really am no good

I didn't hurt her seriously
just bruised her lip
Nevertheless I hate myself
and deeply regret losing it

I wish I hadn't done it
I wish I'd turn back time
but this is reality
with no such thing as rewind

I guess I just have to come over it
and live with myself
But the face in my mirror
still belongs to somebody else

'Cause I've lost trace
of who I really am
Hope I'll find myself soon
and then I'll be back again

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Comments (4)

we al have been there. nice form. nice message.10 for this one. reminded me initially of my piece, Scares me Really
Hi Jools, lovely piece...reflection teaches us all doesn't it? ...but with words of your own mirror image, you truely understand the meaning of truth.....excellently penned and well delivered poem..........keep expressing my friend...I admire your craft...10+ Best of Health & Happiness Jon
good regret this...if we look back on our deeds into the mirror of conscience, often we find a ghost of our own false ego affected face...beautiful write, Jools...insightful...10
'Cause I've lost trace of who I really am Hope I'll find myself soon and then I'll be back again ------- beautiful last stanza with a positive outlook in life...10++++