i'll fly away
into razor-sharp skies
forgetting i ever existed.
and your eyes will turn black,
dripping red-hot tears
as you watch me leave forever.
the skies turn muddy with hate,
and clouds begin to gather around me
while i float in total oblivion.
my world has collapsed
and i went with it.
all that's left is this half-dead body,
void of all life and spirit.
my eyes are empty,
they've lost all signs of life, too.
my heart won't beat,
and my breath catches in my throat
i feel empty.
cause i lost this fight,
this war i waged against myself.
I am defeated.