'Done With Your Love'
Sometimes it’s hard to forget about my past
by Valerie Anne Sumagang
because our love just went too fast
it happened in school
That we were so cool
Our love started like a fairytale
You were the prince and I was the damsel
Let’s cut the chase
Your smile left me in a daze
I am so willing
And I can’t explain what I’m feeling.
Nobody knows those special conversations on the phone
and now it's over and I feel so alone
Why? Why did you hurt me?
It’s the unanswered question that keeps on haunting me.
I trusted you like I have trusted no other
I thought our love was going to last forever
You showered me with sweet words and promised not to hurt me
I believed and drowned with those words that you told me
But it was all a lie
And I wanted to die
For a long time I lived a life full of bitterness and pain
Enclosed with darkness and shame
Living a life with nothing to gain
And shattered into pieces and you are to blame
Now you want to be in my life again
What for? To give me another pain
You’ve asked me to love you again.
Can't you see that all you gave me was pain?
I know that if I let you back in my life again
Would risk my heart to be in the same nightmare that I don’t want to bargain
I was once drowned in an ocean of pain
My happiness is yet to be regained
Before, I didn’t know how to mend my broken heart
It is like solving a puzzle with a missing part
But the pieces didn’t fit
We’re actually misfits
But the past is over and gone
The things that happened cannot be undone
I was once your dove
But Now I can finally say that I’m DONE with your LOVE!