I have never felt so much at one time...
by Jade Leven
anger, sadness, love, jealousy.
emotions are filling me up
and they are mixing together
the sharpness of anger
the cold of sadness
the calming warmth of love
the raging fire of jealousy
I don't know what to make of this.
I'm trying to let the love take over
but it just won't happen
I'm trying to think of the wonderful things you said
but they're in the back of my mind
how many others are feeling like me,
overwhelmed and overpowered?
how many others will turn it into tears like me?
I hope that I'm not the only one
someone told me they love me today
and they felt it and they meant it
so is that supposed to make up for
everything that went wrong?
I think eventually I'll be alright
I think eventually I'll feel the love stronger
and put all else aside
but now I'm angry and sad and jealous
well at least someone loves me.