feeling so empty made me sick.
by Michelle Garces Maraon
feeling so sad made me sick.
feeling so alone made me an outcast.
feeling so afraid made me chills.
feeling so hopeless made me helpless.....
some of my feelings that i used to.
those feelings that sometimes hunting me
down, feared from the truth of life against
the outside world.....
i don't want to feel those emotions.
but how? ? ! I'm just human, weak, helpless
and neither afraid to do anything
beyond my freewill....
when i say I'm OK... I'm lying.
i am not OK.i felt something, hurts badly
but still I'm hiding from my reflections.
being me is a cursed..am i? ?
i want to numb, not to feel those heartaches