Font Color=fusiamy Dearest Little Ema ♥
Dearest little Ema,
here you lay in my lap,
I'm looking down at you.
Your chubby little cheeks makes me smile,
You stare up at me, your big hazel eyes, searching mines.
Hoping for answers I've always looked for myself.
I take your dimpled hand in mine,
pressing your fingers to my lips.
A tear, forced from my heart, that's been ripped, and shattered
by every trusted person I've known.
My first tear in almost a decade, cried for you my little one.
Staring at you I see that you want to cry too... you need the release, but in your five years they've been drained from you.
Stolen along with your hope.
But fret not, for I have hope inside, and it all goes to you.
You hold onto me tight.
A hoarse sigh escaping you.
Before I know it, I'm pulling you to look me in the face and I say,
'Ema, I love you, ok? '
leaving myself out of breath, in disbelief....
You barely smile, but nod.
It is possible to love someone and not love yourself.
It is possible for even the darkest of all to care.
And I do....
Now, something is boiling inside of me.
I'm feeling like our hiding spot, where we sit, isn't enough to keep us safe.
Throwing you behind me, I stand to protect you.
My little angel.
The one thing in this world I love, and I will do anything to
protect you Ema.
No one will hurt you again,
till I'm gone.