Hate Me

hate me
fatme
ugly
mean
should
be shoot
don't
wont to
be here
no more
don't like
it no more

what can
i do
don't like it
don't like me
don't now why

is that
normal
or
is
there some
thing wrong
with me
why
do i
hate myself does any one
now?

why can't
i like my self?

why can't
i be happy?

why do i feel l
like this
why do i
cry at nite
for no reason
i can think of

why can't any
one help me

why does it feel
like i am alone

i wont
these feelings
of hate to go

i wont the
pain to go

why can't
these feelings
go

why can't i
stop the
crying inside

why
dose this make me
feel selfish

by olivia brown

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Comments (1)

Olivia, these feeling of yours are quite natural. It sounds like you haven't had much support or encouragement in your life. If you think you are fat too, the society we live in won't help you. The catwalk models today are stick insects. I believe it is a twisted joke played by the male gay designers myself. One little trick that works, is keep saying to yourself, I approve of me! Just keep saying it and eventually you will believe it. I didn't check your age, but I would say you are an adolescent. Life will get better, trust me. Feeling selfish about feeling the way you do, is also natural, but not necessary. There are a couple of typos in this piece of your heart, but they don't matter unless you are publishing in print, then a proof reader can sort them out for you, if necessary. 10 from Tai