How It Feels

How does it feel when everything inside begins to die
How does it feel when all you can do is just stand there and cry
When all of your supposed friends turn their backs on you
Pretending of their ignorance and your sufferings not true

How does it feel to give your heart and soul for nothing
How does it feel when you need the indescribable something
When you know you don’t belong no matter where you go
Fighting away the cause only to find you’re only fighting yourself

How does it feel when all the kids seem, so much bigger than you
How does it feel when your convinced, no loves you at all for being true
When all purpose for living is surpassed and already died before me
Creating a place called comfort on a bed full of rocks called doubt

How does it feel when the voices you comforted turn to the deaf ear
How does it feel as your world gives up around you, taking all but fear
Succumbing to a new rage inside something alive that I can’t fight anymore
Staggering along a path inside a world full of misery, despair and regret

How does it feel when you just don’t fucking fit anywhere anymore
How does it feel as you give away riches, so you’re left to be forever poor
Suppose I should just clench my teeth, grin and bear this on my own
Cos everything I ever worked and lived for has already turned to stone

How does it feel when the rumours, enter the room before you do
How does it feel as faces greet you, with a silenced shade of blue
Did you hear that noise of my heart finally breaking like the summer heat
So here comes the rain in my mind for the flood waters rise and take me away

How does it feel when inside you’re destroyed but tears seem elude the eyes
How does it feel when the language you speak, seems to be pitiful cries
Everything is so unreal to an unrealistic expectation of the human heart
When anger is the only emotion that I can find to hurt those I actually love

When anger is the only emotion that I can find to hurt those I actually love

by Vision Ghost

Comments (1)

Wow! Another good one... packed with so much emotion.