I Am Still Missing You
I am still missing you, my heart has not been mended and every time I look at your pictures I just want to cry but my tears will not fall as I cry inside.
The sorrow is strong inside of me, I am not sad for you but I weep for me because it is hard to keep living each day as if there is not something missing from my life.
I am still missing you because your smile was the reason for my season and now it is no longer in my days and my season went away.
I am still missing your smile, your voice and the way you called for me to be near you, I feel this empty feeling that is in my everyday life and have adjusted myself to deal with it.
I am still missing you because and have this belief that you are missing us as well, I think back to the days when you would call your god mom and talk for a long time, or fight with your uncle, or talk with your Mom, sing for your Dad but most of all when I held you, talked with you, and you loved me.
I am still missing you although it is going on two years I can not get you out of my mind I think of you everyday and yes I still cry, I still hurt, I still love you and I still miss you.