I Cry Myself To Sleep

Lately...
I've been crying myself to sleep every night.
But it isn't because you and I are having some fight.

I haven't been eating.
I haven't been sleeping.
And my heart wont stop it's ache.
You've been on my mind... and since you left,
I've been feeling my heart break.

Now when I think of you
My heart slowly starts to sink.
You broke my heart.
Without so much as a goodbye
Without saying Im sorry
Without giving me a reason why.

So I've let go of you
But it took me two months
To slowly erase the memories
Of your laugh and your touch.

When I see you now
I feel so cold
You arent the person I thought you were
You smile at me so bold.

You tell me that you hate me
That you never really cared
You keep telling her all these lies
And she's not aware.

I have someone who knew who you really are
And he told me what was true
I denied everything
I told him cheating is something you wouldnt do...

But in the end, he was right
Sadly I was wrong
HE cared enough to tell me
Man enough to say what was going on.

It's funny how he never met you
Yet managed to see the lie.
I guess you never really know someone
I guess love is really blind.

You are NOT worth the tears
I've shed for you.
You are NOT worth the nights
I've stayed up for you.

You are NOT worth the hours
I've spent thinking about you
You are NOT worth the friends
I've lost because I chose you

You are NOT worth anything
You are NOT worth me
You DONT deserve anything
You DONT deserve to be happy.

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Amen to that, he ain't worth nothing at all, not even a tear drop. Lovely work. Carol