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The Wrong One For Me

I thought that I loved you.
I thought that you cared.
We laughed together
shared time together.
You said that you loved me,
that I was the one for you.
But when I didn’t call,
you thought that I cheated.
So you caused a lot of drama
you said that we were through.
And then I panicked because
we were through.
I started swearing
throwing what ever I could.
I started to cry
but you didn’t care because you
found someone new. She
thought that she could torment me
by rubbing you in my face. Touching you
and kissing you! I freaked out when I saw
her face she looked like a gremlin!
Alls I could do was laugh. that’s
when I knew that you where just a
player plotting to get into her pants.
I seen you together and that’s
when I realized that I no longer
loved you, I hated you and I knew
that you so weren’t the one for me.
And know im happy as can be.
I don’t have to worry about what
people think of me because you
made me see how I don’t want to be.
I hope you feel the same when im
with my new man. I hoe you see
what you lost and how good I could have
been for you but now I don’t care because
I no that you weren’t the one for me.
He wasn’t the one for me and im as happy as can be.

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What is it in the 'step'.. I remember the First Ever night that I was raped. I was raped by my step brother. He had dragged me out of bed in the middle of the night and pulled me into my closet. wrapped a towel around my head. and Went on. I was screaming and i could bearly breathe, I can still remember the smell of his sweet just dripping all over me. He told me that If i were to tell someone he was going to kill my father. I never really spoke to my father but i didn't want anything to happen to him so I let it go on for about 7 years. This occured when I was 6, I was in grade 1. I am now 16 And sometimes I wake up and I can still smell him all over me, I still haven't told my dad, I guess I don't want to hurt him from keeping something from him for that long. When i was 13... My dad took My brothers and I and we ran away and moved into another house because my step mom would abuse us the whole time we were living there. Still hard though. I always wonder why something like this had to happen to me. And why Any sick minded freak would do anything like that.
Im 13 years old me and my older sisters were raped by our step father i was only 8 he didnt really care but i did and my mamma did but when i told i didnt fell wrong but i felt like i did something good even though we moved i still dont blame myself or any of my sisers i simple blame him hes the one who got my sister pregnant hes the one who killed my brother hes the one who beat my brother but me im the one who did the right thing.
i know sort how you feel. i was rapped. only by one person tho. and i cant get past it. it happend 9 months ago for me and i am trying to put it behind me and move on but i cant. one day we will find a way. all of us who have gone thru it. we will have our day. keep strong. xox
I know how you feel i know your pain. i hope the day will come you find your way.
i hope you have found that day, for i'm still searching for mine.