AR (6/16/88 / Denver)

I'M Not Ok

I tried to block you out
out of sight
out of mind
out of everything we were,
that I am.
I wanted to pretend
that you weren't gone
that I never died
that blood still flowed
Instead of the ash
you've become.
I tried to hold on to you
but like fire it burned.
I wanted to remember
but I choked on the tears.
So instead I took an eraser to my life
and tried to wipe away the pain.

I just realized
I'm not ever going to be ok.

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*clap* *clap* *clap* you will prevail and overcome this small episode. flip the page of your book to the next chapter and begin writing.