AK (04 06 1987 / Bath UK)

I Must Do It Tonight

One Cold Rainy Night
I sit in my room out of sight
I dont mean it by slight.

I look at a bottle of Pills and a knife
Wondering which one should end my life
I no longer want a life of strife

I must do it tonight
Before Midnight
When there tucked up in bed
So they dont find me.

I learned life isn't fair
And No one Cares

I pick up the knife
My life is done
One quick slash
And In a flash I'm on the floor

I lie there dying as you walk in
You scream at the sight
You want to save.
I plead for you not to.

But as we get to the hospital
The machine goes dead.
They cant revive me.
I've gone

'Mum, I gave up the fight'
As I lay back
My whole world goes Black

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I am only hoping that you can find a way out of the dark Amy. You are only 19 years old, and you DO have a lot to live for, if only that 'lot' is for you and no one else. (((((((((((((((((AMY)))))))))))))))))) . With super love and big as the sky hugs, Barbara 'If I have to be this girl in me, Then I have the right to be.'