Just To Keep You
I was never been so gloomy inside.
by Jean Eugene Guan
I just can seem to understand the reason,
The feeling that I find that hides.
Deep in the recesses of my conviction.
I just seem to never want to face the reality,
A fact that seem to tell the hardest part,
That there is no possibly a “you and me”.
Yet its been breaking my heart.
Thinking that we can only be friends,
I just can’t afford to lose you.
The feelings I have to repress deeply,
I just don’t want to lose a friend like you.
I don’t want to find one day that you are gone.
Because of the emotions that I have unsuppressed.
I want you to stay with me and be a friend,
That can stay forever than love where it can end.