Liveing In My World
I'm in the corner crying all alone
Wishing to myself, get me out of this hell
I'm always getting beaten, never treated well
Im the one who gets raped and abused.
Im the one who lives with tourture.
I'm the one child's whose life’s a living hell.
Thrashes on my brain.
It hurts like hell.
Turned into mental problems.
All because of bastards crimes.
I don’t have a saftey net.
What am I thinking you must have been bad
I'm just a misfit, the odd pea from the pod.
Im the one who deserves this crap.
Men dont like me,
They made me do things I didnt understand.
They tell me they'll kill me, that I'm going to hell.
The made me have sex against my will.
If anyone asks whats wrong.
I dont let on.
Or I'll be gone
Looking all depressed is what I do best
But trying to survive is definitely a big test.
No child should live the life I went to go by
Every child should smile,
And have no reason to cry.
Living in my world, is definitely not fun
I guess I'm that *lucky* child, that very *special* one