I want to cry, but no tears fall from my eyes
I want to shout but no voice coming from my mouth
I want to lean but no walls nor someone I can lean on
I want to think better but how can I think I’m bothered
I’m alone like it used to be
Struggling for the cause of being stupid that led me to a
road of nowhere
Blaming myself for I am travelling the road of loneliness,
because my mind has not tried to conquer the darkness of frustration.
Now I’m trying to stand on two feet to face the truth
That maybe one day it would show me the way
Of a new beginning, a new life to start,
A new me.