My God, How Am I Supposed To Live Without You
My heart, mind, thoughts, emotion, feeling, sense,
by Jocelyn Sumido Dunbar
The same thing day by day in life; in the past,
From the present and from the future, and from then on and on.
Works, Ideas and responsibilities with many
Different things around.
How am I supposed to live with purpose and meaning,
Holding life in many situation? How am I supposed
To value life in any activities in a different situation?
How am I supposed to live with many pain, sorrow and
Hurt, tension, stress and anxiety.
Where is the courage to move and go forward
I am weak and exhausted.
Thinking of you in my life, talking to you
Being Father in heaven watching on earth.
What a marvellous fantastic intention you given me.
I close my eyes and found myself at rest in you,
I never been alone.
People take my peace away but you bring it back to me.
Somehow...Oh God... someday... you will carry me
To my real journey of life. The finest hour, the finest moment
To shine and shout to say, "Thank You".
How am I supposed to live without you God?
I do not know, I rather to holding on to you.
© Jocelyn Sumido-Dunbar
19 July 2007
8: 25 PM