I will never understand why I continue to love you.
Its the biggest secret of my life.
Im ashamed of what I have continued to let happen between us.
Its wrong and in the end Im always hurt.
When am I finally going to say enough?
This should have never started and today it ends.
My mind can repeat that over and over, but its my heart that never hears it.
My heart has been in your hands since day one.
I jumped back into this relationship without thinking twice.
This mistake will hurt me forever.