My Stella - 10 - Somnambulism
- - - My stella - - 10
by Prabir Gayen
In the shade of thy feet do I see my rest,
My hopes and desires art alien and registered to unknown dream,
I am out of me and unfamiliar to my being,
A shadow of my past self heavy to bear,
Knowledge and wisdom on the periphery fail to delve deeper into emptiness,
Thou art enshrined and I am around with restless mind and left with hands nothing to hold,
A mind conscious of the stream of consciousness and the rhythm of universal cadence unable to attend the tune,
My muse is lost in the womb of foolery and stupid chattering of mind,
A home away from home I am living as vagrant soul.
Enormous stars, vast glory, and the glittering sky blue and sailing cloudlet's enchanting smile fail to regain my lost paradise,
Promises come and dissolve into solidified
My stella slept in me and I wast unconscious of this heaven in me and moved hedges to hedges to suppress my pain deep inside.
Now tears and repentant heart doth flush like thunder - flashed rock in a forgotten clime.