Not Forever

I don't want to stay this way forever.
I don't want to be like this anymore.
Please make it stop,
Please make it go away.

They cicle around me -
Forever in my mind
Forever spinning -
Make it stop!

I don't want to feel this way.
I want to feel alive.

Not mad. Not shit. Not dumb.
Not angry. Not sad. Not numb.

Just me.

Who ever I am.
I want to find me.
Discover me.
To make the maddness stop.

I don't want to stay this way forever.

by jennie o'brien

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