to get somewhat
overwhelming to exist.
You try as hard as you can,
you try and try to keep control
within the endless chaos we call life,
but soon you will find yourself wondering
how much control you really have over anything
and how stable the life that you have created actually is.
You’ll eventually find that stability is an illusion, and the ounce
of control that you had has left so much more easily than it arrived.
Everything spills over, expands and overwhelms until you cannot take it.
All that is left is you, and the chaos left in the void once filled by the life you had.