My Nights Are Drowning In Tears
When you say you need me
by Poetic Judy L Emery
my whole world begins to change
vibrant with life...
When you reach for my hand
just for us to take another dance
in true romance....
when you hold me while I sleep
I feel so safe and complete....
But when I know you are about to leave me
my whole world becomes so empty,
My days are gray and my nights are
long and cold without you to hold,
It hurts me so when you leave me so alone...
My nights are drowning in tears and fears
not having you near...
Oh, how this world seems to hate me
they love to see me broken,
They look at me like I am a token
that is lost in a dream....
Oh, how they love to see me scream
because the pains are hard for me to bear,
Oh, I can always read the haters eyes
while they go around and tell their lies,
I remember that cold September night
when Dark Angel taken over my life,
Oh, I hated the waiting for my freedom
I hated waiting for someone to care
while I have been carrying all this fear
for many long empty years....
those memories come to me
like a ghost in the crying winters wind,
I can almost hold your image in my mind
where old imagination dancing around
making my heart miss you all over again,
Every time I see a rose in new bloom
I look at them like a symbol of your love
where purity that holds ancient colors
in powers of excellence of you and me
even in my most darken dreams.
Poetic Judy Emery