Neferet's Lost Love
I hate that I have to wait for you
by Jay'Reeona Collins
All though it makes me want to kill you more…
It kind of makes me wonder,
What am I waiting for?
My heart starts pounding
My eyes start to swell
You think that I don't notice
But it's you who cannot tell
You forgot vampires have a keen sense of smell…
I see her lipstick on your lips
I smell her on your skin
My eyes are wise to all your lies, ‘cause you're not that discreet
I ask if you've been with her
I have so much to say,
But where do I begin
You avoid my questions, you do it so well
I think your under her spell
I said for you to toy with her and break her
I'm starting to think that you care about her
You are driving me insane
I'm a total mess, Am I even alive
Or invisible to you…
I can't take this pain, The pain you put me through
That is why I must kill you.
You say you don't love or care about her,
You will, once you're dead…
You're standing in the hall with her
Standing there without me
You talk as if I'm nothing
Or that this feeling isn't there,
But you know what?
To me, I don't even care.
I'll forget you once you're dead,
Though it seems impossible to me.
If you would've given us a chance.
Maybe you would see,
You were the rainbow,
That brightened my day.
Though you will die soon and I'll be alone, but
I won't feel that way.
You came into my room and asked,
"Are you well", "I'm doing pretty well"
You came up to me and kissed my lips
I could smell that tramp on you.
You said, "I love you, Neferet"
I looked at you for one last time and said,
"And I you, but that is why you must die because I don't love you"
I shoved my sharp claws into your chest and saw your face grow pale.
I felt the cold stream of tears roll down my cold face,
I kissed and smelled you one last time to remember you.
Your eyes started to close, you looked sad.
I slowly lowered you to the floor.
I held your head in my lap and I stroked your hair and said,
"I am sorry my love, but remember no women takes my place"
I snapped your neck to end your suffering,
But I was still angry. At her, so the next day,
I hung your body on the school wall, for that tramp to see
That I love you always have and always will,
So much that no one will have you except me.