Poem By Eman Awad
If i tried so hard to find,
a punishment to go with what you've done.
I'll end up killing my mind,
nothing i can do to you,
please, be gone..
How can i punish you? ?
when i love you more than any thing.
My love is honest and true,
and your pain is the joy that life bring.
I admit i was seriously missled,
but your love was the dream of my life.
I could never get you out of my head,
i wished to be with you, i tried, i strifed.
I just can't tell my heart,
that all of those memories were fake.
It will tare it apart,
and eventually it will break.
I can never tell it that the day you smiled,
it wasn't me you smiled at,
My heart lives for that memory,
how can i tell it that? ?
I'll hold it in my arms and leave,
i'll walk slowly out of that door.
But how can i return back to believe?
how can i never love you any more?
That's when the stars fall down like rain,
that's when i'll cry and cry,
it's when the whole world sees my pain,
and alone i die...
The punishment i choosed for you is,
to punish myself instead.
Some thing will hurt you, maybe lonliness,
but when you feel so, don't pretend.
Come to me and don't pretend...