I'm really wondering,
what have i did wrong in the pass life time?
Until i have to suffer all of this know!
Why can't she just understand my feelings?
Blame me when i need her!
Abandoned me when i feel alone!
Why should cry is the only thing i can do?
Why should i just pretended nothing happen,
while my heart had broken into pieces?
Why should i just give you a smile as nothing happen,
while i feel like dying?
why should i be the one
but not everybody else?
What more things that i have?
A father that will only cares about my little sister?
Or a mother that couldn't even understand my feelings?
I have no choice but to accept it,
What a suffocating reality....