Reasons That Make Me Miss You
I regret meeting you, as your absence in my life hurts.
by shruti modi
If only I hadn’t met you
If only you weren’t you
My heart pains when I think about you,
How lovely you’ve been to me,
Listened to me,
Spoken to me.
I miss the way your eyes dance,
I miss your second glance,
I miss the pink blush on your nose,
I miss when you smile and be with me,
I miss the way you touch me,
I miss you,
I miss the time I was with you,
I miss the timeless time spent with you
I miss missing time when I was with you.
I knew that you never could be mine
I knew we couldn’t accept ourselves together, even if we wanted to
I knew our lives would be ruined
And that’s the reason I said that you think too much
Just when you were thinking about us
I know I will keep meeting you
But just for now, cant I see you for real.
You’ve touched a chord inside of me,
And, even tough you want to be with me,
There are many things that would never let it be.
I know that age matters
But more, for me, is that you’re tied to someone.
I miss you, hope so do you.
Even tough I deny, In my heart you’ll stay alive
Were both alone, solitary, unloved;
But you know, we have reasons to not connect.
I love you and will always do
But I won’t keep in touch
As I want to miss you...
I am explaining my heart to consider someone else
But it just doesn’t listen… and I sit here and wonder,
I wonder how long I would miss you
And I wonder whether you miss me too..?