Run And Hide
I wish I could run a long way and hide.
I wish I didn't have these feelings inside.
I wish I could go on with a glide.
Hey I even wish I had a guide.
I'm on the path of destruction.
A downward sprial, A slippery slide.
All I ever wish is to close my eyes.
I live my life with a lie.
I plead with the Angels to take me home.
I want to be in a happy place.
A life that is free.
I plead with you all to let me go.
Please don't save me.
I feel I'm useless.
I bring you pain.
I have to go soon.
I can't live like this.
All I ask is your forgiveness.
Please know I know you loved me.
And Know I'm so sorry.
It means the world to me that you loved me truly it does.
My demons were stronger than a mothers love.