just when i get my head above water i start to drown again.
the waves crash down upon me
salt seeps into my lungs and drys up my heart
tears cant be counted in a sea,
i miss you i cry
the wind silences my anguish.
i sink down futher and futher.
i grab a fist full of sand.
it slips through my finguers.
the salt burns my eyes
i squeeze them shut and surrender
this hole is my home now