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The Pain Is Too Much
JC (7/27/89 / Athens, Georgia)

The Pain Is Too Much

Poem By jennifer collins

I've been through so much in my life, words can't express; the only feeling I have inside is plain loneliness.

When you, finally, came around, you said you'd never leave, but I've never felt so alone; I find it hard to breath.

When I asked you if you had been drinking, you sat there and told me 'no''. You didn't know how I felt; I didn't let it show.

My insides were dying; they were falling apart. It was like you placed a knife to my chest, and stabbed it through my heart.

Mom never gave up; she raised me all alone. But you never even gave a damn; Have you ever heard of a phone?

If it weren't for me, you would have no part in my life. So, it's your fault that my arm is scarred from using that knife.

I know you think I'm crazy, and, maybe, even insane, but the only reason i did it, was just to ease the pain.

But, I dont have to explain myself, because you'd never understand; the way it feels to watch your own blood form a puddle in your hand.

Why did you even come around? Was it just to know you can?
And why did you have to make me cry? Did it make you feel like a man?

Well, I want you gone. I want you out of my life, But before you leave, will you, please, help me find my knife?

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Comments (3)

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh Please say this isn't how you feel at the moment? Life, and love can suck (notice i didn't say men suck, because women can too, my ex is a great example of that) The emotion is raw, i can tell from your words, and it must be tough. The thing is, theres often no one you can tell, so you bottle it all up, and it gets pushed deeper and deeper, until it gets too much to take. If ever you want a chat, give me a call, i'd love to chat 2 u, u seem really nice...
oh my goodness...well expressed
awwwwww! that poem is so sad: (i rly hope this isnt your current state of mind, men are cruel but i rly hope u see the bright side of things and cheer up: o) nice poem tho, totaly raw emotion - very moving!