The Pain Is Too Much
Poem By jennifer collins
I've been through so much in my life, words can't express; the only feeling I have inside is plain loneliness.
When you, finally, came around, you said you'd never leave, but I've never felt so alone; I find it hard to breath.
When I asked you if you had been drinking, you sat there and told me 'no''. You didn't know how I felt; I didn't let it show.
My insides were dying; they were falling apart. It was like you placed a knife to my chest, and stabbed it through my heart.
Mom never gave up; she raised me all alone. But you never even gave a damn; Have you ever heard of a phone?
If it weren't for me, you would have no part in my life. So, it's your fault that my arm is scarred from using that knife.
I know you think I'm crazy, and, maybe, even insane, but the only reason i did it, was just to ease the pain.
But, I dont have to explain myself, because you'd never understand; the way it feels to watch your own blood form a puddle in your hand.
Why did you even come around? Was it just to know you can?
And why did you have to make me cry? Did it make you feel like a man?
Well, I want you gone. I want you out of my life, But before you leave, will you, please, help me find my knife?