To If

To If appears not on my wish list.
Nor is there a maybe.
Or a perhaps.
To look back upon to have it scratched.

Seldom had I been,
Indecisive not to know...
Which next step to take to start over,
Again.
Unless an obstacle I face,
Is surrounded by steel.
And no matter what it takes,
I'm not that fool to 'if' with wishes...
That faith alone could eliminate it,
To erase and make it disappear.
I keep my wants and needs reasonable.
And limited to what I'm capable to do.
However...
Kept determination with an unrelenting,
Stubborn mentality.
I will find a way to convince someone,
That with assistance...
Anything is possible to remove.
As long as it is not to 'if'it done.

by Lawrence S. Pertillar

Comments (1)

You keep your wants and needs reasonable. An amazing poem is very brilliantly penned....10