To The Girl I Hate The Most.......D
There was pressure on me
by luisa sanchez
I was hated, and I was loved
I was loved and then hated,
But no one hated me as much as you did.
I hated you back.
Gave no respect to me,
So none came back,
Became depressed time after time.
Wanted to kill myself, I popped pills, cut myself; drank chemicals, the test, I failed,
But you almosr died, I was scared, but happy at the same time,
So I kept trying.I tried to kill everyone else, mom, you even brother, .didn't work,
So I just dreamt about it, to see if it can really happen for real.
You still hate me, I know you do, don't talk to yopu anymore, but I can see it when you the devil passes me by.
Is this a game, because I want you to lose,
Still want you dead and still wnat the others to die too.
I wish myself dead too, but you first, this life is not for you, get out of my life.
I was treated different, almost like a slave.
Was it because I was darker, was that it, did I get it.
No one ever loved me, they acted like it and you acted like it.
Don't worry, I put the act on too-i don't care.I hate you and always will.
Deuces see u in hell..along with everybody else...