I never realized how much I would miss you until you were no longer there.
My entire life I tried so hard to reach all my goals, and some goals you set for me, so that just once you would say 'I'm proud of you'
I don't remember much, the night the call came. I remember thinking you cannot be gone, theres so much unsaid between us. Nothing has been the same since that night. In a second, nothing would ever be the same. The man that held my hand when I was scared. The man that I looked up to, the man I wish had made more time for me, the man I was so very proud to call 'Dad' was gone.
Why did we hold things in? Why is it whenever you were ready to leave instead of saying I love you, instead of asking you to stay- walking away is what we did best.
Not Sure Anymore
I'm not sure how to let you go.
How to not even be your friend.
I always believed love would be enough and in the end
theres nothing left to keep us together.
No one said it would be easy,
Easy to be in love with you.
Yet be alone.