"I promise." you said "i'll never hurt or abandon you."
by Jinna Windsor
you said, where are you now?
Where did you go?
You're not around anymore...
Did I scare you by telling you my feelings?
Did I hurt you more than you hurt me?
No, I didn't hurt you at all.
If I did you would've told me, that's just who you are.
but why me?
Why leave me when I needed YOU most?
Why hurt me and blame me for us not talking?
No. I'm not weird
and I needed you there.
as a friend..
but you couldn't even be that.
Maybe it's good you're gone.
So I don't have to waste my time
and energy into something that won't end well
and have an unhealthy outcome.
But I just want to know one last thing...
Was it fun playing with my heart?
And did you know that you're the reason why
I have trust issues?